I am so happyyy.... I got a job offer! yay! finally, after almost 1.5 months sent ton of resumes...
huahahaa...feel so blessed.. For the past few days, I was so down...I just want to be alone, and I felt God is so distant. Everything happened at the same time. The madness of looking for job, confuse with my future, should I stay here in LA? , should I take classes again?, and also some issues with friends....huhhhhhhhhh...... :(
Then i just reminded that He asked me to rest in Him.. Everything that happens will be according to His timing..so I just have to wait. I was reading the "purpose driven life", in one of the chapter says that "The deepest level of worship is praising God in spite of pain, thanking God during trial, trusting Him when tempted, surrendering while suffering, and loving Him when He seems distant." Can I praise Him while I'm so messed up? Yea, I can! It's a test of faith...when u r down, will u just forget God? or will get more closer to Him and seek Him even more? and it makes me closer to Him..I put trust in Him that He will provide...
The Lord has hidden himself from His people, but I trust Him and place my hope in Him (Isaiah 8:17)